A Soldier’s Heart
Darkness stares me every night,
And to be in light,
I keep on with the fight.
Just like the last warrior,
I hold on in this last war.
Every time when my soul asks me,
I ask him not to go far.
When I look at my torned armour,
I still feel there is strength left and it would last forever.
Slowly with the minutes, my soul departs,
But still for everyone whom I love, I gather all my powers.
It’s not the time for me to die.
It’s not the time for me to rest.
It’s left, it’s still left !
Their happiness cries out for me,
the unborn life and the newly wedded wife.
I don’t want this war but I have no choice,
When the countries collide there isn’t a place to hide.
To protect my son and wife,
I would kill and take another’s life.
But the feeling of killing someone haunts me,
how can such a doing be unnoticed.
I ask myself is it necessary to kill?
I have no answer, yet I know I have to fight.
The enemy in front of me is scared too,
I can see in his eyes.
He looks at me and I look at him,
without a word we know ,to protect someone we have to fight.
I am a soldier yet I have a heart,
that cares, that loves and is scared of war.
© Akhand Singh, 2012 © An Empty Glass, 2012